i just set myself up to fall on a knife...
i really do not want to be here and i keep digging deeper and deeper into debt & bullshit...
i agreed to a puppy & now i have no clue why i thought it was a good idea... what the hell was i thinking?
why do i keep agreeing to shit that ties me closer to someone i have no desire to be with...
i just want to get the frak out of here... i just have to get my shit together and be done with my PhD... then i can just run... run & do not look back... i am going to crush him... and it hurts me... i don't want to destroy another person, but I cannot stay here... it is a lie...
my heart is somewhere else... and i do not know if it should be there either...
i am going to get hurt... i know i am... but i am going to fall on that knife anyway...
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